Sister!!!!

I know its been a very very long time since I updated my blog..But it was just because of the famous disease I am suffering from:laziness..But today I decided to overcome it and start writing again..The reason being very very special...Yesterday evning I saw one of the most beautiful sights in my whole Norwegian trip:the scene of a brother and sister cuddling each other..they were very genuine and were not notehred about the people looking at them..they were showing others that this relation means a lot to them..The sister was none other than the sweet and loving Charlotte and the brother was her little brother Henrik..It was a delightful sight but a saddening one too...As I was just taken back to my childhood days when I wished for a hug,a good word,a loving pat from my elder sister...I know I should not be keeping revenge in my heart not even hatred..But it so happens that certain wounds cannot be healed...i dont want to blame anyone here...Maybe she was right in what she did and I was wrong in some aspect..I dont know...I always do envy any brother sister relationship and pray that they would not have a fate like mine....I am very lucky to get a wonderful person as sister to me,Komala or Bachi as I call her..When I say this I can see certain eyebrows raising as its become a trend to call people brother or sister...Sorry this is an exception...We are not an unusual bro-sis....We do have our share of good times and bad times...She has all the qualities of what I expected of a sister...She is always there when I need her and always ready to start a thought process when I am in dead need of one....I have also tried my best to keep up to her expectations of being a very very good bro....God forbid something negative happens to this relation...In this Norwegian trip she is the best thing that could happen to me...I stopping here as I do not know what to write more....It feels like a huge burden is taken down....My eyes are wanting to cry but..................